I had my MRI today...WOW! That was some freaky stuff. I never realized how much confined spaces bothered me. I think the worst part is I had to lay face down...put my boobies in some big ole holes...which I filled quite nicely thank u very much...stick my face into an opening...and then they proceeded to strap me down...
At first I chuckled imagining some of you watching me go through this experience...AND THEN... they slid me inside the machine. It so reminded me of a CSI morgue where they slide the victims into drawers with tags on their feet. It totally freaked me out that I started to lift my head up and say, "Get me out of here now!" Then I got control of myself and thought...Seriously, Danielle it's no different than a tanning bed for Christ sake. Get over it!
Tomorrow I have a CT scan and a heart echo. I can't wait til all these damn tests are completed. I just want all my results!! The waiting game SUCKS...and the fact that I love/have to be in control and in the know about everything AND I can't do either...is killing me. Type A personality is hard to be sometimes.
Please keep praying that I can share some good news. I will let you know when I know more!!
I'm here! Wow. Reading your 1st post was like.... Reading what I was thinking after being told that I'm in kidney failure. Exactly. If you ever need to talk I'm here. I'm praying for you every day. And you will be beautiful bald. My chemo nurse told me that after the hair can grow back a different color or even curly! Woohoo! (I'm still waiting for insurance to approve my chemo but we can be bald together. I've dyed mine pink for now. Thinking of doing some purple highlights)
ReplyDeleteI love you girl.
Danielle,
ReplyDeleteI am in awe of your attitude and strength. You are an inspiration and pretty darned funny as well! I'll keep you and your family in my prayers.
Kay